whew.
finally reached end of the week.
i almost died.
i feel so irritable the whole week.
sorry ppl if i offended anybody.
i was irritated with myself,
the world, myself, the teachers,
myself, everyone else.
omg can.like so hoooorrrrible la.
i didnt mean it.really.
to be ranting away.
to zone out.
to throw temper for no big reason.
i shot like crap on wed and fri.
just spammed pellets and cards like mad.
got pissed with a certain
someone in yishun.rawr.
i guess shooting ppl will know who.
i feel that im wasting the club's $ lei.
like spam cards like that.
im the one using the most cards
and pellets, and my results for shooting
are slipping.
lucky my sch results so called catching up.
i keep feeling pressured by lots of things.
need to get rid of all the things.
STUDY.
TRAIN.
SLEEP.
dont tink about teachers, parents,
coachs, expectations, blahx.
JUST LIVE.
omg i really need that.
the past 1 mth has been a blur.
i think i lived like a zombie.
hohoho.
